Lacking

I don't feel like blogging...
 
Actually I do, but I don't feel like posting them. I suppose there's
always a time when a person feels like he can't share everything with
everyone. So I guess this will be Patrick's "Grey Period" of the trip.
I have at least 4 postings on my computer right now. I'll probably
skip those and resume new postings starting tomorrow. In short, I feel
like crap. Physically (why am I still sick?!?), emotionally,
spiritually. Crap, I say!
 
So I'm hinting to the typical cast of friends to speak with me later,
either through email or when I get back to the states.
 
I'm going to take a shower now. Despite being such a cold climate,
I've been sweating like crazy under so much clothing...
 
After my shower, I'll be here, sitting here depressed, listening to my
music off my laptop. Stupid iPod losing it's charge at such a critical
time in my life. I can't cope well in depression without music. Wow, I
can't even imagine the horror of a life being deaf.
 
 
Patrick